J Mascis. Currently listening to “Plans” by Dinosaur Jr… cannot waitttt to see em next March. <3
Hey, there, Rarrie rarrie boo boo rarrie rarrie boo boo I love you, and if, rarrie is a boo boo rarrie is a boo boo, then I’m one too
– B-radford, who I used to babysit back in the day and who has grown up to be a beautiful boy with amazing musical abilities. <3Insomnia
A delirious state where nothing makes sense.
I can’t even think hard enough to drop my pen.
The ink has stained the page with lines that are inevitably bound for a better place.
In line and procedure with my self critic and perfectionism.
It’s not good enough if the poems don’t rhyme
Or the prose is not an intervention of deep secrets swathing in imagery and allegory…
And longer, more complex vocabulary.
It needs to be rightNever Left.
The switch flicked on in defiance of nothing happening.
And there shall never be silence
Because to listen is to lose.
(c) Evie Stjarna Oct 2009



